Radikal Ideas

When People you love, just don’t have the time for you.

You feel lonely and helpless and you can’t do anything but to miss them and hope that they are okay. 

And hope that they miss you as much as you miss them. 

People die when they are Forgotten by their loved ones.

Not when their heart stops beating or lungs stop breathing. 

Today is day 1 of 60

59 days to go.

I am feeling very hungry and it seems like my cravings have doubled. I started craving things I would have never craved before.

The feeling of not chewing on anything for a whole day feels very odd. I feel like I am missing something (missing food). 

Apart from being hungry and feeling a bit dizzy, everything is well.

The juice however does taste a bit weird

Ingredients:

3 leaves of Kale

3 leaves of Monster Spinach 

3 leaves of Spinach

1 large leaf of Swedish Char 

1/2 tbsp of Ginger

4 stalks of celery 

2 apples

1 lemon 

A documentary on an Australian man’s amazing journey to better health and healthy living. 

To achieve his goals, Joe Cross (the Australian man) goes on a juice fast, where he juices his own juice from fresh veges. 

At the end of his fast, Joe looks fit and healthy, his lifestyle has changed for the better. 

Ever since the release of his documentary, tons of people have been going on the Juice Fast (where the participant eat only freshly juiced juice for 30-60 days) 

There are lots of healthy benefits to this Juice fast

1)  You loose weight

2)  You end up being healthier due to all the intake of greens

3)  In the documentary, it can cure certain diseases (don’t expect miracles)

4)  More energy

5)  Longer life

I was challenged to go on the Juice Fast for 60 days.

Each day, I will try to document here on Tumblr

borderline-babe:

arm the ghetto

arm undocumented workers

arm rape victims

arm queers

arm your manicurist

arm sex workers

arm every brown, black, red, and yellow face in sight

then watch

no one will ever again suggest

that guns are

a human fucking right.

Her:  You’re such a sweet talker.

Me:  You knew that from the start.

Her:  I know…

Me:  Don’t worry my love, I only use my powers for good. 

I like to think of myself as a Nice Guy giving away Compliments people Deserve. But I will take Sweet Talker. Its a lot easier to say. 

The sun had gone down, but its funny. I don’t remember seeing the sun today. Its raining, the clouds have blocked the sun from my view. 

As the rain drops fall onto the pavement outside my window, I can only imagine the Nature of things. How everything on planet Earth works like a clockwork. It also makes me think, despite all the technology we possess today, we are still in the hands of Mother Nature.

I loved the sound and the scent of rain. I still do today.

But just like everything in our lives, too much of everything has its negative effects. After a week of rain, I am becoming lazy, lazier than my usual self. Not to mention depressing thoughts. I guess I was never meant to live in Seattle. 

Its been raining all week, reminds me of that episode of “Recess” when the kids go mad because their recess has been taken away and replaced with indoor activities. 

It is said to stop raining tomorrow. I will miss it. But its winter, there are plenty of rain clouds that will visit the Sunny South California. 

This turned out to be really random….

Our Past is the scariest thing in our lives, even more than death.

If you’re one of those people who say “I’m not scared of anything.” Think again. 

If you’re not scared of the Past, why are you keeping secrets from people?

Why are you afraid to make errors?

Why are you confined to the future?

We all have done stupid things in our past. We all have things we want to forget, things we wished never happened. We all have things from our past we want to keep hidden, even from your significant other. 

We all want to grow old and retire without any regrets. 

We are afraid of the Past because the Past can come back to haunt us. 

Its not a bad thing to have a hidden past, its the reasons why we keep our past hidden that’s bad. 

But either way you cut it, everyone has a same reason why we keep our past to ourselves:  Fear. 

Fear of judgement, Fear of hurting others, Fear of disappointment, and Fear of shame. 

The interesting is that, the past is difficult to shield these days. Once something is posted on the internet, it can never be fully erased. Before the internet, everything was written on a notebook (diary and journals) but now everything is online (Tumblr, Facebook, etc.) 

The Past is like a horror film villain. Throughout the film you try to kill the villain, but nothing works. At the end, you miraculously kill the villain, but in vain. Because they return in the sequel. 

No matter what you do, your past will always be there, ready to attack.  

Not even death can erase our Past. 

-Radikal Ideas